i dunch tink anyone trusts me anymore dunch they,,wadeva reason it is i just feel tt u guys out there just realli dun trust me as much like last time,,i really hope im wrong,,right now i realli nid time alone tinking abt my tots,,i feel so depressed already okaes,,u guys dunch nid to rub in anymore salt into the wound as it realli hurts,,i wun be toking much and ill be more grumpy nowadaes just be prepared for tt,,but im sure things will be sorted out quickly,,i dunch wan the squad to fall apart just becoz of some stupid situations,,wadeva u guys tink abt me now be it whether gd or bad,,i dunch care,,if its bad ill willingly take the insult,,if its gd ill find it hard to believe,,im not realli into trustin anyone right now,,but this period will be over soon,,i hope,,,im realli low ok,,veri VERI low,,and extremely sensitive,,when u guys say jokes tt realli hurt me i didnt say anything,,ill continue doin tt as i dun wanna hurt anyone else bak,,,u can go against this character of me not saying anything but u cant do anything abt it,,shhesh,,bois,,argh,,y must they make me low all the time -.-,,tts it,,i swear i wun ever get into any BGR business ever again,,i dun even wanna be involved in it,,anyone tries to bring me wif another guy together again its gonna be doubly hard,,n u alreadi noe how hard it was to almost get me and joe together WHICH wld never happen in a lifetime,,wadever it is i dunch care alright,,i just wanna be alone,,